read this, can't believe something like this is actually happening out there....
- Thursday, February 25, 2010
I realize if one were to die, needs alot of $$.... everything needs money....now i finally knows why old people always keep so much $$ with them!
just finished watching a reality show on ChannelU... and honestly speaking, i think we people living here is considered fortunate! we shouldn't be complaining about how hard life is, because we've yet to see the worst. we must be contended with what we have now. my heart really goes out to them...but there's nothing i can do to help, talks without action is equal to empty talks... =( so, i must at least do something .....
dad hurt his head while working yesterday, he's recuperating at home these two days. =( i was so worried when he told me he was at the hospital waiting for x-ray yesterday, but thank god, doc say it's only minor cut. but, i cried while walking my way home after hanging up the phone, i was thinking what if something really happen to dad..... okaye. i know i shouldn't be imagining things....
and for the first time, i felt very redundant when dad told me he wanted so much to go thailand for a holiday...i can feel he really wanted to visit thailand so much!!!!!!!! and it's like i wanted so much to bring him for a holiday right away, but i can't... the feeling just sucks, because the $$ i have now is obviously not enough for both of them to go! I MUST save more so i can bring them there for a holiday...
im feeling fucking emotional now and i should stop blogging...
Wednesday, February 17, 2010 - Wednesday, February 17, 2010
rest in peace, grandma.
you will be deeply missed by everyone. very heartbreaking to received the news of grandma passing away this morning...... but, still i have to accept it. i told myself at least she passed on peacefully...no struggles but with a smile on her face after much praying being done. i really really don't feel good writing this post but i dunno who to turn to, because it's new year. and i don wanna spoilt anybody mood. =(
and i felt so helpless when i see my dad feeling so down....=(
Tuesday, February 16, 2010 - Tuesday, February 16, 2010
as usual, this is something we'll do every year, our family picture~~~
lao hei! lao hei! =)
the prettiest leilei with her prettiest aunty. =)
daddy with sweet leilei
our ah-ma dunno looking at what now ~.. haha
chubby george~=)
granny with leilei =)
pretty cousins! =) oops!
they say I'm the cutest here...oh!~~
Saturday, February 13, 2010 - Saturday, February 13, 2010
new soundtrack from derrick, =)
- Saturday, February 13, 2010
-warmest greetings to all my loved ones - happy new year! wishing good health, good wealth and good year ahead everybody! my cousin is asking me to get an I-Phone! But it's so fucking expensive unless I sign contract, which I do not want to. I just don't like getting bind down by any contract though I know only those blagadesh workers uses prepaid card! hahahaha~!!! oh....but I really don't give a hook.
No more LG phone, I'm gonna switch to Samsung this time round. what do u people think?
anyway, i can't wait to fit into my new clothes now. just one more day! and I shall wait patiently.....oh, seriously i can't let my mum wash any of my clothes and shoes anymore, she always spoiled them! i really dunno what stupid detergent she uses to wash our clothes... and still claimed it's very good.
hahaha.... and now, I can't wait for tonight's feast and all the hong bao lui I'm getting!!!!!!! *hiak hiak*
Tuesday, February 02, 2010 - Tuesday, February 02, 2010
been cam-whoring like nobody business recently! my fb, blog, and sis blog is full of my pictures! hahahahahha! anyway, i'm chio lah, just take! just take!
well, i guess it's time for me to get rid of my ice-cream phone before it's too late! it's giving me lots of trouble!!!!!i might get a samsung phone this time round, as i need a mobile that can fits in 2 Sim Cards!
i'm still thinking what sorts of cny clothing should i get for this year?!? no dress, no mini-skirts for me!!! thanks! anyway, be heading down to tampines mall tmr morning to get my pair of jeans @ mango since i'm off! fucking cheap. 49only! and for the sake of my mother, i'll try to get a RED t-shirt if i can find 1 first else she will be after me for the whole day!
okaye! no matter what, i just have to settle all my clothing by tmr, otherwise, it'll be too late!!!
i'm feeling so miserable now, my mum insist i have to give 400 bucks this month since it's NY and she has to give out red packets! KNN, machiam i'm the one giving her $$ to wrap red packets sia! aaaahhh!!! how can they be so cruel to me! they better get me a BIG HONGBAO this year, otherwise I WILL KILL THEM!
Thursday, January 28, 2010 - Thursday, January 28, 2010
the latest craze APPLE IPAD!~!!! Hahaha! I finally knew what it is! and I wanna get one too. oh!
- Thursday, January 28, 2010
I'm seeing spiderwebs on my blog. pardon me because I've been working consistently for 12days non-stop, and when I finally get a day off! I'm sick! Damn suay can! I just lied flat at my sofa-bed from morning till 5pm with JJ! and I realized I have not eaten any food yet. Haiz. See how cruel my mum is, for not even buying any breakfast for me and still after my money! sighs!
i might just get an MC tmr if I'm still not okaye. and anyway, I'm off on sunday. thanks god!
Monday, January 18, 2010 - Monday, January 18, 2010
how i envy ppl who can sleep like a log on this fine sunday morning! haiz. i sounds so depressing!
FUCK! the fact that i have to be scolded like a fucker when my mum is at home! okay, she is off every sunday! **no good** and she definitely has something to grumble about, even the most trivial things!!! i dunno what's wrong with this woman. nothing seems to please her! and never did she realise the words she said fucking hurts me and my ego! i might gave in to her scolding's occasionally if I'm in a good mood! but, I'm so fucking angry that I almost wanted to slap her face today. I can't believe it too. but, this woman just love to test my patience! i will never give in to her! NEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR! anyway,
just finished reading my sister's blog and I totally agreed with what she said! there's no point making any resolutions because never once, did we manage to fulfill all of it. say, maybe 2 out of 10 resolutions! so, what's the point? well, the only thing i just hope, is to control my shopping habits! i just can't stop buying! nonetheless, i have also fulfill something I'm really proud of! SAVINGS! this money shall be left untouched!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, January 11, 2010 - Monday, January 11, 2010
went to get another haircut and dye this afternoon. i dun understand why my hair grows so fast! because I only cut them like 1month ago nia! anyway, according to baby. she said I look like a boy.(as usual) but the color is very ME! and the haircut is nice.. (hais, can never trust her, LOL)
did some shopping at SaSa because my stupid cousin wanted to get a foundation so badly. she got so panicky when she realise she did not bring along her makeup pouch and insist she must put powder on her face to feel more secure.. ha-ha! sibei crap! i was wondering since when she became so conscious of her face. but anyway, we should lah! because FACE is our "ben qian" ma!
aaaahhhh see, that proves I'm still very lady, where 'tomboy'!
btw, we also bought tons of good masks at very reasonable prices! wide varieties to choose from and it's strongly recommended by NRWZD....25pcs @ only 25bucks....after doing some calculations, i assume these masks can last me for 10weeks! ha-ha!
the store is located at the building opp. Chinatown OG! 3rd floor, #1020.
feeling: rejuvenated after applying the Aloe-Vera mask!
Saturday, January 09, 2010 - Saturday, January 09, 2010
pardon me for not updating my fucking blog for so long!!! NEW SKIN! ta-dah! I do love the layout for my previous blogskin, but I hate to do so much clicking before I can read my posts! I love it simple! and, seems like I've tons of things to blog about...
anyway, just wanted to voice out my thoughts, I really feels blessed for having friends around me.... be it happy or bad times. they'll always be there for me! not forgetting, baby. you! so, at the end note, i don't really need a boyfriend anytime now..
wtf! and more charity shows surfacing soon on TV! artistes gonna do more stunts like before...again, all sort of patterns will come out just to ask audiences to pick up the phone and dial 1900-112-bla bla bla!!!!! I will never pick up my phone! Never. Mark my words! I rather use the $$ to feed JJ. not being cruel, but at least I know where my $$ goes to. who knows, after another 2,3 years, they catch another idiot for laundering money again!
anyway, pictures below shall summarize what I've been doing all this while, because I'm just plain lazy to blog everything out!
company dinner @ Fish & Co. !! more new pictures coming up when I've got the rolls!
from left to right: Me, Pipi, April, Gan, Glue and Smelly!
Purple Leg & Blue Leg
Ah Nix
Toast from 2010 @ Intercontinental Hotel
and we r topping up! look at those faces below me.. haha
baby and me!
she insist to piggyback me. LOL. I'm too cute!
Girl Power!
Monday, December 21, 2009 - Monday, December 21, 2009
Random!
First, it was the scandal on fucking NKF CEO! T.T Durai.. causing a fallout of donors to charity shows and people losing confidence to make any redundant calls! Yes. I'm one of them. I have stopped making anymore calls despite the endless charity shows airing this year! not forgetting those artistes doing all those stunts or dance moves!
and, now it was that stupid MONK! who literally used those money to feed those lanjiao horses! splurging extravagant on building up his assets elsewhere and etc! shedding all those fake tears over the telecast and climbing simi lanjiao building. I admit i was sibei touched that tym when he climbed! but, if i could turned back time, i wished he die from falling off the building! those short jail-term is definitely not enough to appease people like me! this makes me even more firm on not donating even 1 cent!
I decided to write such an entry today after watching Life Transformers! A reality show which I always avoided because I knew I will cry on every episode! At least, the 2 hosts and those volunteers really goes all out to help the needy...
Monday, December 14, 2009 - Monday, December 14, 2009
it's been a mad crazy month for me! been working non-stop like a robot.. and here i am, sneezing my life away! my nose is dropping. i think i will need to slow down my pace, and make sure i don't slog my life away. Health is still the most impt especially when I'm not young anymore!!! Hahahaha!
got myself a new haircut! :) and people had been saying I look like a boy. Yes! It's you. Don't look away. Monkey!
anyway, i love my new clicks of friends... had fun working with them, cool kids plus us monkeying around :) lanjiao!
i need more tym so i can meet my lovely bunch of shits (B.O.S) ! and because i cant hang out late, so im gonna missed most of the supper sessions with dem! so saddd lahs! but I'll try to break-free from my dad clutches! wait forrrrr me... LOL
some random pics taken recently!
Friday, November 27, 2009 - Friday, November 27, 2009
I'm going bonkers just by picking up my laopei calls every night! ever since we moved to Circuit, he became so paranoid! i can't even stayed out late! otherwise i will get bombarded with calls! nuff' of his preaching, i know he is doing it for my good. but imagine him starting to called even at 7plus! seriously, don't set any curfews on me. I'm already 23, not 13 anymore.. sighs. i'm gonna brainwash my laopei!
YES!
I'm sad! because our Kukup trip is cancelled~! my holidays is gone again!
and our plan now, is to have steamboat @ weekiat house on Christmas! Kudos to our 10years++ friendship! I love BOS!
Tuesday, November 24, 2009 - Tuesday, November 24, 2009
My plan for getting a new phone had been delayed for months. I had been filial enough to help paying for many stuffs since we moved to Circuit!
and I think it's time to get one now, because the reception at my place just sucks like hell. Imagine I have to stand near my window to get msgs sent out! Yes, and that's only mine! my dad and mum ones seems okay. I bet the problem must be my old-antique phone. Hahahas!
Any ideas what to get for killing mosquitoes?!? i don mine doing it the most screwiest way... Knnn!
Monday, November 16, 2009 - Monday, November 16, 2009
wondering what's on JJ neck?!? This is to prevent her from barking non-stop! A vibrate sensor! hopefully, this will stop this idiot to bark! :) she seems really displeased to put this on.. Hahahaha!
My new place! :) oops. forgotten to snap my new sofa.. :(
like finally, I'm almost finished with my unpacking :) I never want to moved house anymore!
I hope I don't get to see all those drug-peddlers, tiko-pehs, and loansharks! Let me meet some good-souls here and maybe I'll start loving Circuit! Otherwise, I'll just rot @ home. It's a good little haven for me, and thought JJ will love it too.... She had with her a furry pink mat to sleep during the night! how sweet! and I realize she loves to sleep in air-conditioned room!
anyway, my mum just told me she struck lottery yesterday! :) but we need more!
Monday, November 09, 2009 - Monday, November 09, 2009
Uploaded "Speed" Best Premium Re-Tracks to my Playlist~! :) Best! Enjoy while reading~~~!
- Monday, November 09, 2009
like finally the pictures @ huixiang's wedding is up! hahas! too many, so I'll just upload some of it here! guys might just want to view my facebook for more, the rest I'll do it when I'm freeeeee!
Now, I'm waiting for Nuyen's wedding photos to be up! :)
